Some People's Pleasure That Put Others In Grave

Today I was supposed to go to work. No room for MC or whatever sick leave. Tonnes of work waiting for my approval.. tonnes of work need to settle by TODAY. Because its end of the month and we were about to have account closing.

But I'm on my sick leave today. I couldn't even get out of my room.

Because. Yesterday I was stuck for 9 hours in cigarette smoke. I started coughing. My chest were so painful and I hardly can breathe. I felt like my lungs is shrinking. On my way back home, I thought I need to go to hospital to get oxygen pump in but can't drive much further. Plus it's already 11.30pm and I have serious headache, everything I see is moving and spinning. I can't put my key in my door lock properly. I can even smell the smoke like it was full inside my brain.

I have spent 20 minutes in bathroom to cooling down my head. Breathing in the water helps me to strengthen my lungs. And then I drank a whole load 1.5L of water and took 3 caplets of ActiFast, and get to sleep. Hoping I would heal thru the night and be okay on next morning.

Woke up in the morning, feeling a bit okay compared to last night. But still there's pain on tips of my head and feeling weak. I need to crawl to bathroom to pee.

So I called the office to send all the work online, I will get it done from home.

That's how bad cigarettes can do to me. Cigarettes put my mother in grave, she died of Lung Cancer (please do yourself a favor and go google what caused Lung Cancer). And big chance I'll be in grave for the same reasons too. So I really hope the pleasure of taking cigarette is so great that it worth for an exchange for someone's lives, and worth to exchange for someone's pain.